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Unexpected personal facts about me

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 2, 2012, 8:16 AM

Okay, now it's personal journal time! XD
I have second thoughts about putting my personal facts to the world, but since you're all here, I want to share you some things that you know, or don't know about me. I rather want you guys to get to know me as another human being than just seeing me as "Oh wise artist, show me your ways." No.

1.) I don't like asking for help/people helping me.
Because it's true. It makes me feel uncomfortable inside when someone wants to help me, because I have never had anyone want to go out of their way and help me before, well except a few close friends and my family.  Seriously, I was raised to do things on my own, and in my younger years, I have no friends who want nor will help me. So this is really new to me. Sry. :(

2.) Inconsistent friends/past relationships
I'm sure you all have that in some point, but how about throughout the rest of you life? I'm not nor ever used to having a friend, or anyone close to me for more than a year. If they're here, fine. If not, see ya! And this is been going on since I was 2 years old!

3.) I'm introvert
Yes, I'm an introvert person. I take things seriously irl than here because it matters most to me. I only speak when spoken to, and like #1, I have very few close friends here and irl. If I find something interesting, then I can't shut up about it, but I try to be friendly with others outside my friend's zone.

4.) I never forgive and forget sometimes
No matter if it's backstabbers, traitors, stalkers, bullies, liars, or all the above, you lied to me and deny, then you are completely dead to me. I don't like people using me for revenge because I used them. Just get over it. You got friends, now move on, and stop plotting revenge on me. I'm over it, and I'm talking about my past life irl. School or out of school. Still jumping to conclusions again? Then you just earned yourself a beatdown!

5.) I seriously hate talking about my personal life online.
I'd rather mask my true moods with my witty, happy personality. Whenever I'm on dA, I rather keep a calm, cool head and enjoy the little things, rather than thinking of murdering everyone around me that annoys me to no end. I may be fun to talk to by most people, but I have a short temper, and sometimes I hulk out, and smash everything. XD

I think that this place and the people I love irl are the only reason why I'm still standing. But in all seriousness, I'm always hurt, and the painful wounds will never be healed. Hurr durr Linkin park song reference lol. XD

So anyways, now that you have noticed some facts that you never hear me share, now it's your turn. I dare you, if you want of course. :iconchallengeacceptedplz:
Yes, we have polls for it, but it's better here than those silly polls lol.

BBL, gonna make a SSBB poster. No gif this time.

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I-drew-a-pokemon Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
5 thing eh, hmm...

1. Help
I didn't used to believe that someone would help me, but after meeting some people in later life, I guess I'm more open for it.

2. Drawing
I hide all my drawings until they where 100% done, then show them to others. But thanks to friends, I now feel that I can ask them if I think something is wrong with the drawing. I have improved a lot after I opened for that.

3. Games
It's my life style. Nintendo, Xbox, PS. don't care, just give me something to play!

4. Shy
I'm shy, if there is many people in a room, you'll find me easy, I'll be the one who is all by herself trying not to bother anyone. But if someone talks to me then I let my guards down and ease up.

5. Can't be angry
I know plenty of people who deserve to be hated. but I just can't hate/be mad long term. don't know why. Bothers even me sometimes. I always forgive someone... I don't think that's a good thing about me at all. But I just don't got the energy to be mad at others. Forgive and forget. That way it's out of the world, and I can focus on other tings. Things that makes me happy.
IndonesianAWL Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012
Your 4th is same with me.
I also have an enemy on DA, even 2 years long, I can't forget and forgive him!!

But thanks to God, finally I can do my best and sweetest revenge to him. hahahaha
Malfey Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I couldn't relate to you more ;n; i might be the world's biggest introvert xD
TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   Digital Artist
Wanna bet? XD
Most of the time all my friends are out partying or even have the actual time to hang out after school, I'm at home using my imagination for having fun as an excuse of "No I'm busy with something" lol.

I might be also the world's biggest procrastinator because my to-do list keeps growing and growing. XD
Malfey Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
omg same here! xD

except not the procrastinator part xD
TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   Digital Artist

I think using my imagination in my house is much more fun, but it gets boring only doing just that after a while. XD
Malfey Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
couldn't have said it better myself~
PrincessPowers Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm the same way with #4! I could have ongoing battles with people. That and sometimes I'm scarred for life, and I could never forgive someone. I hardly ever forgive someone for something that they did, and I get really dramatic about it.
And I'm a huge introvert irl too. I barely talk to anyone. It's mostly because I'm afraid I'm going to say something stupid or insulting.
TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   Digital Artist

It's very hard for me to forgive anything because if they hurt me so bad, they're the enemy just like that lol. XD
Diamondleepe Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012
lol page stalk

#1 is very true for me. I don't like asking for help because i'm afraid the person i asked will think i'm trying to get them to do all of my work like a peasant.

i'm a polite person irl. I hate SOME people with all my guts at school. i plaster on a phony baloney smile when i talk to them and do my best not to grit my teeth.
I hate fandoms a lot. I can't even talk to someone I know who's in a huge fandom (ex: MLP, homestuck, and adventure time) without trying to shove it down my throat.

#2 I've had a lot of past friendships with people at my school. Half of the people let me go or I let them go.

#3 I am only a good listener if the person is talking about something that I like or is interesting. Give me a piece of blank paper and a pencil and it will be covered in doodles in 5 minutes.

#4 I've had only one birthday party at my house in my life. Once people get to know me I'm shy and quiet, but when I get to know them I'm more like "HAY FRAND SKAJDSLJ :iconmegustadance:
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