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Journal Entry: Tue Oct 2, 2012, 8:16 AM





Okay, now it's personal journal time! XD
I have second thoughts about putting my personal facts to the world, but since you're all here, I want to share you some things that you know, or don't know about me. I rather want you guys to get to know me as another human being than just seeing me as "Oh wise artist, show me your ways." No.

1.) I don't like asking for help/people helping me.
Because it's true. It makes me feel uncomfortable inside when someone wants to help me, because I have never had anyone want to go out of their way and help me before, well except a few close friends and my family.  Seriously, I was raised to do things on my own, and in my younger years, I have no friends who want nor will help me. So this is really new to me. Sry. :(

2.) Inconsistent friends/past relationships
I'm sure you all have that in some point, but how about throughout the rest of you life? I'm not nor ever used to having a friend, or anyone close to me for more than a year. If they're here, fine. If not, see ya! And this is been going on since I was 2 years old!

3.) I'm introvert
Yes, I'm an introvert person. I take things seriously irl than here because it matters most to me. I only speak when spoken to, and like #1, I have very few close friends here and irl. If I find something interesting, then I can't shut up about it, but I try to be friendly with others outside my friend's zone.

4.) I never forgive and forget sometimes
No matter if it's backstabbers, traitors, stalkers, bullies, liars, or all the above, you lied to me and deny, then you are completely dead to me. I don't like people using me for revenge because I used them. Just get over it. You got friends, now move on, and stop plotting revenge on me. I'm over it, and I'm talking about my past life irl. School or out of school. Still jumping to conclusions again? Then you just earned yourself a beatdown!

5.) I seriously hate talking about my personal life online.
I'd rather mask my true moods with my witty, happy personality. Whenever I'm on dA, I rather keep a calm, cool head and enjoy the little things, rather than thinking of murdering everyone around me that annoys me to no end. I may be fun to talk to by most people, but I have a short temper, and sometimes I hulk out, and smash everything. XD

I think that this place and the people I love irl are the only reason why I'm still standing. But in all seriousness, I'm always hurt, and the painful wounds will never be healed. Hurr durr Linkin park song reference lol. XD

So anyways, now that you have noticed some facts that you never hear me share, now it's your turn. I dare you, if you want of course. :iconchallengeacceptedplz:
Yes, we have polls for it, but it's better here than those silly polls lol.

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May-Lene Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
5 thing eh, hmm...

1. Help
I didn't used to believe that someone would help me, but after meeting some people in later life, I guess I'm more open for it.

2. Drawing
I hide all my drawings until they where 100% done, then show them to others. But thanks to friends, I now feel that I can ask them if I think something is wrong with the drawing. I have improved a lot after I opened for that.

3. Games
It's my life style. Nintendo, Xbox, PS. don't care, just give me something to play!

4. Shy
I'm shy, if there is many people in a room, you'll find me easy, I'll be the one who is all by herself trying not to bother anyone. But if someone talks to me then I let my guards down and ease up.

5. Can't be angry
I know plenty of people who deserve to be hated. but I just can't hate/be mad long term. don't know why. Bothers even me sometimes. I always forgive someone... I don't think that's a good thing about me at all. But I just don't got the energy to be mad at others. Forgive and forget. That way it's out of the world, and I can focus on other tings. Things that makes me happy.
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IndonesianAWL Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012
Your 4th is same with me.
I also have an enemy on DA, even 2 years long, I can't forget and forgive him!!

But thanks to God, finally I can do my best and sweetest revenge to him. hahahaha
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Malfey Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I couldn't relate to you more ;n; i might be the world's biggest introvert xD
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   Digital Artist
Wanna bet? XD
Most of the time all my friends are out partying or even have the actual time to hang out after school, I'm at home using my imagination for having fun as an excuse of "No I'm busy with something" lol.

I might be also the world's biggest procrastinator because my to-do list keeps growing and growing. XD
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Malfey Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
omg same here! xD

except not the procrastinator part xD
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   Digital Artist
:lol:

I think using my imagination in my house is much more fun, but it gets boring only doing just that after a while. XD
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Malfey Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
couldn't have said it better myself~
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PrincessPowers Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm the same way with #4! I could have ongoing battles with people. That and sometimes I'm scarred for life, and I could never forgive someone. I hardly ever forgive someone for something that they did, and I get really dramatic about it.
And I'm a huge introvert irl too. I barely talk to anyone. It's mostly because I'm afraid I'm going to say something stupid or insulting.
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   Digital Artist
Yeah.
:iconiknowthatfeelplz:

It's very hard for me to forgive anything because if they hurt me so bad, they're the enemy just like that lol. XD
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Diamondleepe Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012
lol page stalk

#1 is very true for me. I don't like asking for help because i'm afraid the person i asked will think i'm trying to get them to do all of my work like a peasant.

i'm a polite person irl. I hate SOME people with all my guts at school. i plaster on a phony baloney smile when i talk to them and do my best not to grit my teeth.
I hate fandoms a lot. I can't even talk to someone I know who's in a huge fandom (ex: MLP, homestuck, and adventure time) without trying to shove it down my throat.

#2 I've had a lot of past friendships with people at my school. Half of the people let me go or I let them go.

#3 I am only a good listener if the person is talking about something that I like or is interesting. Give me a piece of blank paper and a pencil and it will be covered in doodles in 5 minutes.

#4 I've had only one birthday party at my house in my life. Once people get to know me I'm shy and quiet, but when I get to know them I'm more like "HAY FRAND SKAJDSLJ :iconmegustadance:
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Diamondleepe Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012
oops. fail plz attempt.
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Noe-Izumi Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Your 3 is also my 3. I'm such an introvert sometimes because in school, when I was myself, I only was rewarded with bullying, the price you have to pay when you're not like the rest of humanity. Fortunately things change but that fear to rejection wil be always inside me and I hate it.
Well, that's a thing about me XD I can try some more.

-Fandoms stress me a lot. They really do ·_· I love them and the people I've met is WONDERFUL but I always find some obnoxious behaviour that in the end make me feel like shit when I haven't really done anything wrong. I bet the problem is in PEOPLE in general :shakefist: For example, I love the "adult side" of fandoms. I enjoy doing adult art a lot, but I hate how people get obsessed about that and think you are a pervert who supports rape (?????), and all that stupid prejudices. Seriously people need to grow up. Really frustrating.

- I cry with Disney movies. A lot. I've found out that now I cry with movies I never did when I was a little girl ^^;

3) I'm not really an outgoing person but when I spend too much time at home I REALLY need to get out, have a coffe, whatever. I love to share a moment with friends in a tea house or coffe. I'm happy with the most simple things :D
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012   Digital Artist
I haven't cry with Disney movies then and now.

Fandoms also stressed me out too. There will always be people who would jump to conclusions just by looking at the art style like me for instance. I like the "adult" side of fandoms as well, but people get so butthurt and say "Your style is porn, GTFO my fandom!" I would laugh because most of the time, they do it to. Such hypocrites. XD
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Noe-Izumi Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes! That conclusions really creeps me out. I mean, my drawings doesn't have to "be me".
Totally, a bunch of hypocrites. I bet they don't complain about het or yuri that much XD
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Victheman Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012
Nice to know that you are human as well!

1.) I don't like asking for help/people helping me.
I'm pretty lazy, so I love people helping me, but of course I prefer do myself. I don't mind a lending hand. Also I like to help other people, only if they ask nice. After all, helping each other make world better - still too many people is too egoist.

2.) Inconsistent friends/past relationships
I also notice that the friendship rarely last more than one yr. Mine friends in primary and lower secondary school forgot me. I have no friends in high school that last more than six months. And at Academy can you only believe in yourself. The only important people to me is my family (I have three siblings), ebcause I know that we would keep together no matter what. A friend can easily leave you, if it's too trouble, but a sibling would never leave you. NEVER!

3.) I'm introvert
Who are not introvert? I'm introvert as well. I'm shy, but if you learn me well enough, then you can see my true self.

4.) I never forgive and forget sometimes
I agree. I easily lost respect for you, if you did something ugly against me. Then it's pity. But never revenge - it doesn't help, only make worse, so it's better that let it be in past.

5.) I seriously hate talking about my personal life online.
Then why did you write five facts about yourselves ^_^ Ah well, nobody know I have a profile at DA, so I can talk, but always with the mind that the text never fade away in the net. That is why I'm not happoy about Facebook, but it's now a dispensable part of the sociale life, even if you don't want it. Deal with Zuckerberg!
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012   Digital Artist
Amen to that. :nod:
I rarely use Facebook unless I want to, which is probably never anyway. XD

I have a few best friends, but the only best friend that is there the longest and will never leave me behind is in fact my older sister. I'm grateful to have her.

I only share my personal life whenever it's right for me, but yeah.
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Victheman Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012
Nice to know that you have a big sister you always can believe in. I just have three big sisters (and it's not easy being the young brother, you bet!), so I agree that the siblings are wonderful, but can also be a pain in ass (of course!).

Sure, Facebook is a really great tool in communication, but it can NEVER stand alone. In the fact, it's annoying to see so much narcissism and exhibitionism. And it's hard to believe in the privacy police of FB. In Denmark, 99% of young have profile in Facebook.
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Xilent-Knights Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Let's see if I can do this... ah, I already know this will be boring XD

1) Pictures of me never turn out well
Not even the professionals can catch a good picture on camera. I always looks terrible and that's one of the reasons why I don't take pictures of myself. Because even if I do it myself it won't turn out well. They looks something along the lines of this :iconwheresmybabyplz:

2) I've always been the number 2 amongst my siblings
Maybe it's because I'm second born but in a lot of things I take second place. I'm actually used to it and prefer the number 2 over the number 1. I Am Number Two :icontuzkistarsplz:

3) I'm a bad/good listener
It depends on what you're looking for. If you want someone to just listen to you and say little to nothing, (or just look interested XD) I'm your guy. If you want some feedback :icongaspfaceplz: The princess is in the next castle :icontrollfaceplz:

4) I'm antisocial
People want to talk to me, yeah I'll say a few things. But if no one asks, I won't say a THING. I prefer avoid situations where I'll have to deal with actual people. And so my nest on the internet.
Me::icongotosleepplz: :iconsaysplz: You want me to say something?

5) I have not lived
That means, I haven't had a birthday party; I haven't had a sleepover. No boyfriends or any relationships past friendship. I have not eaten a PBnJ nor have I played any pranks on anyone. I'm a goody goody who doesn't skip/ditch school. I don't text; I don't host parties. Get me a bike, I won't know what to do with it. I don't keep up with "what's hot." Who the heck is Snooki? I go to the movie theaters close to never. I haven't seen half the movies people are talking about/ have talked about. Shopping is a chore (unless it's for games and toys XD and other things I actually care aboutpfft who needs clothes. Ima get those Zelda collectables) I have a boring life, if that even counts as a life.
well... that about sums it up. :icontuzkidanceplz: nothing to see here kids~
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012   Digital Artist
Yikes! I'm pretty much all of them except #2 and sometimes #5

You never had a birthday party?! What? :iconnoesplz: I'm so sorry. :hug: I only have like one or two, but never met someone here or irl who never had a birthday party.

I hope that'll change soon. =D

I understand about that "picture" thing. Not even professionals can make my picture look good. Too hideous to be seen otl :iconotlplz:
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Xilent-Knights Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah :iconsitintheconerplz: I'm a lonely child XP
I hope so too XP though I'll have to wait a while to see. even though it's only been one week, I don't like being 16 =n=

haha, I prefer videos as to pictures.
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MadamMayh3m Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay, here goes:

1. I don't like people.
I'm not, nor will I ever be a people person, simply because I find it hard to defend my own opinions if need be. I'm hoping to work on that. Another reason is that sometimes I feel like my own opinion makes so much sense, that it makes me angry when others don't understand. Like I said, I'm working on that.

2. I'm introverted, but I don't want to be?
Okay, yes. I'm not much of a people person. But I don't like it. I don't like the way I am when other people are involved. I'm also shy.

3. I don't like going outside very often.

4. I'm really awkward around people I like. Or I try to play it way cool, and end up looking stupid.

5. I talk to myself. A lot.
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
I can relate to you in all of them.

I don't like people, and even if I'm friendly, nope.

I feel your pain about being introverted. Previous experience there.

Even if sun doesn't hurt me, I hate going outside that often either.

Yeah, story of my life.

I think there are times even I do that. You're not alone. :hug:
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MadamMayh3m Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:phew:
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Triforcefangirl Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm going to try it

1. I speak out what i think about someone or something
If i don't like someone I won't try to hide it I tell them in their face and they don't do anyting. I can't keep quiet about my personal opinions so i share them.

2. I forgive ppl for everything,
I can't hold grudes because it's stresses me and its bad for me cuz i get deppressed.

3. I suck at having relationships
I have never had a boyfriend ( proud of it ) because when i want to confess how i feel i chicken out and i reject guys ... alot....

4. Im obsessive over things.
If i get obssesed with something i won't stop talking about it untill a few months later

5. Im a laid-back person
I live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment of it. You never know when you're life is going to come to an end. I had so many problems with my life and i learned to forget about it.
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Interesting.
I can totally relate to 3 thru 5.

I'm single and proud. I don't want a boyfriend, but people keep pressuring me, and I'm like :iconnomemeplz: and all my past relationships with guys don't even last more that a week XD

Sometimes my obsession with things last years. The last obsession I have over a TV show is almost 4 years.

I'd rather live life to the fullest as well. It's very true. Life is short and you'll never know when will it end.
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Triforcefangirl Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah my friend think i should go out with some guy i don't know but im like ....really?.... i never had relationship for my whole life i proposed to someone once and that was my cat :B he just ignored me :(
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Same with my friends.
I had a couple of guys ask me out, and I'm like whut, oh no I don't date lol.
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Triforcefangirl Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah and its akward when you have no idea who they are :\
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Story of my life XD
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Triforcefangirl Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD
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sexykyo Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
this looks like fun! (tries it) ahem!:
1) im not very verbal in convos:
which means that if i were having a convo between my friends, i dont usually say much unless it was necessary and relevant. sometimes they notice i dont say anything and they worry that something is bugging me but i tell them that im just listening and if i have anything to say then ill say it.

2) i sometimes dont like to b interrupted.:
i get a little upset if that was their intention, but i dont tell them anything cuz i dont like to start up shit. but if a friend did it without noticing then i do tell them to stop their tracks and let me finish! of course im just messing with them. XD

3) im very shy with new people:
if my friend were to introduce me to someone i just say hello and that's it, if they wanna start a convo with me then i go along with it. i dont usually ask them anything unless im really into the convo. if a stranger wants to talk to me i dont usually let them continue but sometimes i do just bcuz i wanna b nice. XD

4) i love to play video games:
i've been interested in video games since i was 9 but my mother would not let me get a sega dreamcast at that moment cuz girls dont play boy things. (i wanted to play nights) D: really mom? it was until i was 12 that my mom allowed me to play cuz my lil bro (he was 9 at that time)got a sega dreamcast with a bunch of games that came along with it (we got it at a flea market) and me and my lil bro would always play with each other cuz he's the only boy in the family and im a good substitute. XD my fav games: mario, sonic, legend of zelda, bioshock, resident evil, persona 3 & 4, kingdom hearts, harvest moon, etc. (they're mostly rpg games XD)

5) im a care-free person:
i dont like to dwell in the past cuz it fucks me over and i want to move on so i forgive and forget. nuff said.

i think that's it. there u go! :D
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
I think I fall into all of the 5 categories you stated omg. :D

Same here when I'm in a group of friends. I sometimes have something interesting to say, but quietly.

I hate to be interrupted, and having to repeat myself over and over again, or TIUANA SMASH, jk XD

Yeah, sometimes I'm shy around the not-so familiar faces though, but I'll manage it someday.

Video games are one of the things I love most. Zelda, Mario, Assassin's Creed, Resident Evil, Mortal Kombat, Street fighter, Mass Effect, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts and the old N64 games I have hiding somewhere. hurr hurr :iconhurrhurrplz:

I rather be care-free and move on, instead to dwell in the past, because when you're care-free, you regret nothing. XD

Thanks. =D
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sexykyo Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
:iconlazycryplz: oh my u read it! :iconinuhappyplz:

ur welcome im glad to share! :iconinuawesomeplz:
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SwanofWar Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Professional Writer
2.....oddly enough there's someone who feels you there--me. Until I met my best friend 2 years ago that HAD been my whole life. I don't know why. Twenty years spent like that. And I thought it would be that way forever. I got hurt so, so, so many times. Betrayed. Forgotten. I didn't think that would ever change. That's why I'm so blessed to have my best friend daily in my life now. Not a day goes by that I don't thank God for him. I hope you have someone like that in your life and if you don't that you'll find them soon :)
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Oh man. So sorry about that. Definitely knowing that terrible experience. I'm glad that you found someone who will be there for you everyday. :hug:

Yeah, hopefully. :)
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B3rryBliss Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Didn't see a journal like this coming
but yeah I can honestly relate to A LOT of what you've said
especially #1, to me when and if that happens it just makes me feel awkward in some way :/.
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Aww yeah. Even with the stuff you DO know, and someone pointed the obvious afterwards. I'm like wat. I know that. To tardy for the part. XD
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B3rryBliss Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Lol now that I'd just be like...really man..well then. :icongo-on-plz:.
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Yeah, and I be like, :iconyoudontsayplz: enlighten us o great one. XD
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B3rryBliss Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Funny how I legit told someone "you don't say" line to their face in that situation |D
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ElfOfVirtue Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
We..are eerily similar O.o;
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KittyKyomi Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Awwe, I'm sorry to hear you've had such a hard time in life ;-;

I Hope to be your friend for more then just one year if that helps owo;

As for the forgive and forget part, I totally dont blame you @~@ with how it sounds you've had it hard and honestly I think any self-respecting person would be the same way.

*hug* Well If you ever need anything I'm here ^^
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Thanks. :hug:

I'm planning on going to an art school in Canada next year because :iconforgotten-ballad: is there. The college I'm in right now makes me miserable to no end.
Since I know you're in Canada, maybe we might see each other someday. ^^
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Steamland Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student General Artist
you knwow e're still friends. lol and number 1 and 3 is same ehre with me. yay us!! i wish i lived in canada. cuase A) canada seems to have god looking people, B) awesoem placs and C) SNOW!!! *sparkle sparkle*
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Lol.
I've never been to Canada, but ah well, it'll be new beginnings for me anyway. XD
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Steamland Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student General Artist
yeah, i never been to canada either. yay to new bennings and old oens for me :c
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KittyKyomi Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
OMG totally! =D Where you planning on going? ((can you imagine if we ended up going to the same one XD))
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
You heard of Guru Digital Arts College in Edmond, Alberta?

((Imagine if we be roommates if we went to the same art school? Twice as fun right?))
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KittyKyomi Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Oh, no I havn't (I live in Ontario) Is it really good?

((OMG the whole place would be all Legend of Zelda! Posters Figurines giant tv stand with all the LoZ games ever XD! It'd be like a mini convention!))
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TiuanaRui Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Digital Artist
Idk, you gotta ask :iconforgotten-ballad: for that.

((I don't think there will be any room for other stuff to fit since our LoZ collection will takeover pretty much everything omg XD))
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